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7/4/2009 too warm to writeHi everyone,
don't know about you but 30 degrees C is far too warm to think, write or even walk. Right now that's what temps are overhere in the Netherlands. I love Summertime but this isn't funny anymore. Esspecially when one has to work in a building without airconditioning. I noticed that my collegues are quickly in their reactions (not the most respectful ones) and there even was a kind of short row last Friday. Sooooo..... Time to be on holidays and even better: time to get lower temps before we have to deal with a bushfire (not lit. ofcause.) See you later! 5/30/2009 Rest of the things to be done are for tomorrow...... orsoHi everyone,
Well... all that had to be done is behind me now: earned my living for the month, done my concerts for this month (we'll see next month for the rest), did do some gardening soooo........................... tomorrow and the day after tomorrow are for me! No newspapers, no television, pc nor radio. Don't know what I'm going to do and perhaps I'll do nothing execpt enjoying the day. I'll put my head somewhere beneath the sand or so. These spare moments for my self are so rare nowedays that I'll use them for myself. And I'll enjoy them every second. Sooooo ..............I wish you a lovely day and I'll hope you will be able to relax as much as I do. See you somewhere and sometime in future. love and light to you all,
 4/21/2009 timelessfilling up my time at the moment! I'm at my work but I don't have classes to teach, yet. Almost done all my work. Soooo........ Time to enjoy doing nothing. Love to do nothing now and then. Gives me lot of space to get my head empty and leave all the responsability behind me for a small little hour.
I'm not going outside although the weather is marvelous. The blossoms of the trees and grass gives me a kind of allergy. Anyway, almost time for a fortnight on vacation. Moa.... time to pay a visit to the dentist, that is: when I have the courage to go. 12/11/2008 dreamI'm in my bedroom sitting on my bed. I've lit a candle and I'm staring at it, gazing. Do I know what I'm seeing? I doubt it. Walls and floor seem to fall away. There's no ceiling, no room nor furniture. I'm feeling cold and I decide to step into the light of that flame. There's a bright light in that flame, yellow, orange, red, green, , purple and white, all those colours seems to float around me. They dance in a golden glow of warmth and happiness. I'm watching this game of sparkling in gold and silver. They seem to invite me to join them. I feel happy and I stay there for a while. I can hear a small creek splashing and birds singing their happy tunes. There are flowers, trees, bushes.....
It's time to go back. I'm closing my eyes and step calmly out f this flame. and when I open my eyes I'm back in my room with this candle on a table in front of me.
I'm relaxed again.....
with love and light, 12/10/2008 no silence?Since a couple of weeks I have a rough time to go through. A fortnight ago I had to undergo some serious surgeory. I'll be home for another week, not allowed to drive my car or doing some groceries. I have to take care of my body, my health. So I have a lot of time to think about my life, my health, my feelings. And you know: there's a lot of noice around me and more over: it's extremely bussy in my head. I can't get this precious moments of quietness, of peace and rest. I know I have to change my life drastically. I can't go on for ever the way I lived my life up to now. I'm always everywhere to work except at home. It has proven to be too much.
Now I have to take some time, whether I like it or not! Time to contemplate, to meditate, to make it quiet and peaceful around me and in me.
Take care of yourself,
with love and light to you all.....
7/17/2008 Big BreakYep, Big Break has begun. Can't tell you how glad I was when I closed the door behind me last Friday. I do love my job but only now I feel how tired I am. My body feels asif I've swallowed lead instead of bread, vegetables and fruit. I have slept as being unconsiuous. This week I started to clean up my study, my writing desk, a few cupboards etc. Ofcourse my tomcat "helped" me. Well... helped me..... made more a mess. I only hope that weather will get better: now it's raining and clouded.
Tour de France is half way now. I love to watch this show on tv. Must be because I'm Francofiel, which means that I really enjoy to travel to France, especially the south - Roussion and the Dordogne. This part of France is beautyful and still unspoiled by tourism. Little villages and small towns..... I love them. I enjoy to visit caves, musea and castles. And I like the French mentality... hahaha..... they can be arrogant, yes..... I know but it's just because of that arrogance that I like the French. It's just plain fun to watch them and understand there way of thinking and talking (I can speak a bit French, understanding is much better!)
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